The more I practice radiating love, the more aware I am of when, and how often, I’m not radiating love.

At first, I practiced simply shifting from not radiating love to radiating love. It is a lovely practice, and I appreciate it. Truly, I cannot radiate love and at the same time be fearful or judgmental.

But now I’ve begun to ask myself, and often this is after the fact, if I’m not radiating love, what am I radiating? And why? And then I ask, why not radiate love in this situation? What is so scary about surrendering to love right here and now?